Primary Program and Sick Kiddos

Today was the Primary program. There was a definite hustle and bustle in the air in Sacrament meeting.  Its always my favorite Sunday of they year when the kids have their program.

I was involved in the program this year as primary pianist.  It was fun to be a part of the excitement.  Kira and Josh both had their parts memorized. I couldn't help but remember when Kira was four and Kira had to say "We can receive answers to our prayers" that wasn't good enough for Kira, Kira went on to tell two different stories of when Heavenly Father answered her prayers. This year she stuck to her part :)

Poor Kira started to feel sick in Sacrament meeting. In Primary she looked pretty bad. I asked her if she wanted to go home but she couldn't get herself to leave since they were getting snacks and watching a movie (Mormon Ad's). Kira by the time we got home was burning up, her head was killing her, her hands were numb.  Little Kira doesn't handle being sick very well, she pretty much cried on and off for an hour before bed. I felt so bad for her.  She kept saying she was having bad thoughts of being on a boat with a person without a head.  We said many extra prayers to help her fall asleep

This

reminded me of this:

poor kira

Josh was sick earlier this week

I was sick in between the kids sickness.  So the last few days haven't been super jolly at the Allen household.

I realized I think about my thyroid every day and a lot of the day. I can't keep this up for the rest of my life. I regret every day having it irradiated.  Lou says I can't think that way since we prayed about it and fasted about it at the time and felt it was the thing to do at that time.  Its really coming down to a faith thing with me. I have to trust the Lord that he has taken care of me this long (3 years) then he'll keep doing it. Its so so so hard though.