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Apr 28, 2013
Please No
I don't want to move, can someone please make it so I don't have to move. Today while sitting in Sacrament I just felt such at home, I thought how can Lou be taking me away from this beautiful place. Our Stake President was talking, he said that a couple of years ago when Elder Oaks spoke at our Stake Conference he said that how the Church measures activity our stake, the Edgemont Stake was the most active stake in the church. In a Gallop poll, North Provo was the place where the most people marked religion has most important in their life. With the Church being as important to me as it is, how can we possibly leave such a perfect place for us. Leave to a place like Boise. I know Boise is where Louis was raised and everyone I know who's lived there is like oh Diana you'll love it, we loved it. All I can respond to that is, oh that's great. Nothing about Boise has me excited about moving there, not one thing. I don't think its a pretty city, everything that the websites say of why someone would want to move to Boise are things that I have no interest in doing. Its not close to anything. The schools can't even compare to Provo schools. Everything I've read the Idaho economy is really poor. Its not home. Its just a few months away and the closer it gets the more I don't want to do it.
Life is short. I had a nice talk with my sister-in-law Mandy. Mandy was telling me about a few of her life dreams that she has right now. I was thinking about some of my dreams and how they don't seem to be getting any closer to being realized. This whole year has felt like our life is on pause. I strongly believe if you're not forward you are going backwards. Life is short why would I want to be going backwards, shouldn't we be getting most of our life?
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2 comments:
I really, really hope you have some amazing experiences in Idaho that make you feel "at home" there as well. If you have your family with you, that's a huge blessing in and of itself. Thinking of you... and here's hoping things turn out better than you expect! :)
Hmmm. I'm having a hard time knowing what to say to this. I'm sorry that you're having such a hard time with leaving. It's very understandable. I personally don't care for the Provo area much, but I understand why it is important to you. However, I really think that you have the chance to have a new adventure in life! And, I think that by moving you ARE getting closer to at least some of your dreams, right? Like, Lou is working at a better job that he loves, you are getting a new home! Those are big things! And, if you really truly hate it there, you can move back. But I think that if you don't try it you will always wonder what if. It is going to be hard but I really think if you embrace it and jump in with both feet that you will learn to love this new chapter of your life.
Love you!
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